I wish I could say that this event came as a surprise to me. I wish I could say that I never expected you to do this to me. Yeah, he’s just a boy, but you knew how I felt about him. I understand your reasoning, and I’m not angry with you… But you will never understand how betrayed and hurt I feel. You’re my sister and I’ll always love you, but you broke my heart. You took my dream away from me. Imagine if I had done that to you… Imagine if I had done that to you with that skater boy from Pennsylvania. I would never because I always think about you first. You’re my number one priority and your feelings are more important to me than my own. That’s why I’m so hurt. The week before I left for South Carolina you stated that you’d never do that to me. I don’t want to say you lied because you had no intention of this happening, and people really can not control the way that they feel. I’m just more hurt and upset by your lack of self control when you knew how badly this would hurt me. For years you’ve proven to me time and again that you don’t feel the same way. You don’t truly care for my feelings and you’re not here to protect me as I am for you. I’ll always love you girl and you’ll always be my sister but I don’t think I can fully forgive you for this one this time. Even if you try to fix the mistake now it won’t fix anything. What’s done is done. Like I said he’s all yours. I’ll still be here for you and you’re still my sister and my best friend… But this is a wound that won’t ever be mended.